wounds reopened

when will the pain subside

I cry out to the one who is greater
I long for delieverance
for answers

God, why!

why this time, why this pain, why these questions

Tears unspilled, fears unspoken, sorrow unending

my God I love thee, I cry out for your wisdom

I cry out for understanding, for patience, for courage

you call me to be faithful, and I long for your will
you call me to surrender, and I fall at your feet

search me o God and know my hearts desire
let truth be my guide
may it set me free